sometimes

sometimes i feel fat.

 i get depressed and angry with myself for letting myself go.

. . .

then 15mins later i am eating ice cream right out of the container.

[me. 30 mins ago.]

but in order to be more respectful of my body

i have decided to only eat sweets every other day...

or less.

i know i am not fat.

but i am also not healthy anymore either.

october is a good time to start.

30 days till my super awesome halloween cos idea.

aka. huge reason to begin a healthier lifestyle.

i love me.

i am beautiful.

but my body needs to reflect healthy choices...

not what i have done to it since graduating high school.

i want to live body positive.

i also want to live long enough to teach that to my girls kids.

comment question:

what do you do to stay 'body positive'?

 

ps.

i promise to blog about my trip to kansas soon!

OH AND!

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*Chipotle Counter [38]*

FAIL

...remember that To-Do list I made....

yeah...FAIL

all I got done:

Edit the following videos: Cheynne Adventure-- but only 1/2 of it

Call parents to confirm my graduation entourage!-- Daddy called me

lame.

but on a positive note...
I have started a lifestyle diet
Starting today, I am
*eating better
*working out more at all
and taking an all-natural HGC to help my body adjust

Here
are some of the foods I'm gonna try**

if you search the rest of the site

dONT wORRY

I'm not doing the hard core route

I am not an idoit

I know how to eat right

now I am actually going to do it!

*[Chipotle Counter 24]*
**sadly this means no Chipotle for a while